| | Hey what's up Mr. Sake? Thanks for coming over! :D
You always know just when to cheer me up!
As Valentine's Day approaches, it inversely relates to my self-esteem. It also directly relates with my growing loneliness. But that of course is why Mr. Sake is here tonight! hahahahahaahahahahahahaha! I'm laughing at myself because I crack myself up! How can anyone be so fuckin stupid! lol hilarious! Yup yup, stupid me! I thought getting flowers for someone you like is the whole point of Valentine's Day. But for me, it doesn't work at all. It has the complete opposite effect. It just scares the woman away for some odd reason. Maybe all the bright colors are just too scary! So yeah... I dunno what to do... I guess I'll just keep my money. Not like I need it anyway. I'm pretty sure you can't use USD$ when you are dead. Oh I know! I can always just buy more sake! Now THAT'S a good use of the money! Money well spent! hahahaha!
What the fuck is the point anymore? According to Buddhism, living is suffering, and we suffer to gain wisdom to achieve Nirvana so we can stop the reincarnation cycle. I really don't understand how I'm supposed to gain wisdom by suffering though. It just sucks. Maybe certain lives and incarnations are just unlucky and you just don't learn shit. Maybe I should just press the reset button. Hurry up and get on living with the next life, maybe actually learn something in that one.
Oh yeah its 2009 already. Like officially. So where the fuck is that magic change?! Huh??? Well shit. Maybe 2009 isn't the year of the magic change. Guess I'll have to start another shitty year. Great. Fucking great. We'll see if I actually finish this year out. What happens, happens.
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| | Posted 2/5/2009 9:04 PM - 19 Views - 6 eProps - 5 comments
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