| | No, you cant haz it.
I effectively have one less shoulder to cry on now. I think the stage is almost set now. The final act is looming. Will there be one last twist to suddenly change it into an epic? Perhaps. Right now it seems, well as the 8-ball would say, doubtful. My gut is just telling me that this play is almost over, kinda hoping for it too.
I really thought I was happy these past couple of weeks. Felt my mood changing for the better. But it was all fake. Just smoke and mirrors. Blown away like just so much hot air. So I'm back to square one and now I... don't know what to do. I feel like I'm just living just to... live. What's the purpose in that?
I use "I" too much. So fucking self-centered. I haven't changed at all! See? There it goes again! They really are better off without me... wait. That implies I actually affect lives. How arrogant! Pathetic! I've learned nothing this whole time! This whole year was a waste! You don't deserve her back! You deserve no one! Yes. I shouldn't be with anyone. All I do is cause trouble and corruption.
Ahh but the bottle can't say no. Haha no no, the bottle will always be my friend! Bottoms up!
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| | Posted 1/16/2009 12:45 AM - 9 Views - 4 eProps - 2 comments
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