| | Mmm... nothing like rejection and betrayal at the start of a new year! Awesome. Ya think I would get used to both at this point, heh. But no, still hurts just as much.
So I'm officially giving 2009 a big FUCK YOU. I'm lowering my expectations to just basic survival for 2009. That way, I can't be disappointed with all the bullshit that is going to happen.
Every time I start to get up and think I'm making a little big of progress, something always happens to just push me down even farther than where I was. Wtf? Seriously? Might as well stop trying to do anything and just continue living out my meager existence at this level. I don't wanna keep getting knocked down further and further. Sooner or later, I'll end up at the bottom if I keep going at it. So fuck it.
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| | Posted 1/2/2009 4:30 PM - 1 View - 0 eProps - 0 comments
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